Friday, September 14, 2018

Adobe & Teardrops: Episode 30

Von’s sleepy. Rachel saw Romeo and Juliet. Projection is important. Also, bands -- send us your bios!!! Anyway, here’s some more excellent music thoughtfully curated by your pals. 
  1. Escape The Future - “Forever Now” (Forever Now EP)
  2. Brothers Fortune - “Blind Spot” (Singles)
  3. Mercy Bell - “Home” (Home/No Prayer) (All Good Cowboys) 
  4. James Houlihan - “Faded” (The Wheel Still In Spin)
  5. Hang Rounders - “June Bug”
  6. Calan Mai - “XO” (Single) 
  7. Max Garcia Conover - “We’ll Be Friends” (Stagr)
  8. Black Market Salesmen - “Flower Child” (Brainstorm)
  9. Nathaniel Talbot - “Intuition” (Animal)  



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Wednesday, September 12, 2018

Ben Fisher -- Does the Land Remember Me?

I had just met this woman and I was terrified that I was going to offend her. We were at a neighborhood meetup in Washington Heights, a neighborhood in Northern Manhattan that has a long-standing Jewish community. She's about thirty years older than me. She mentioned that she was involved with a local temple. I told her I was interested in finding a place I could go to near where I lived. She asked me about my practices.

"Well, I don't read Hebrew. My family is pretty much a High Holy Days/Passover type."

"Ah. So you're a secular Jew. What are you looking for in a congregation?"

I was suddenly gripped by gut-churning anxiety. Should I tell the truth? What if I offend her? But shouldn't I worship with a community that shares my values? I took a deep breath.

"It's important to me to belong to a congregation that unequivocally supports the rights of Palestinian people."


The title of Ben Fisher's new album is not a rhetorical question. Does the Land Remember Me? is the existential question of anyone who is raised Jewish. A central tenet of the religion, after all, is that we are the chosen people of a promised land. Conservative billionaire Sheldon Adelstein foots the bill for a program that allows young Jewish people to travel to Israel free of charge to better understand their heritage. But is it truly possible to have a connection to a place that, statistically, your ancestors did not live in for generations upon generations? Especially if the country you grew up in feels most like home?



Musically, Fisher's album is fairly minimal -- it's mostly his voice with some piano accompaniment, though a few songs have larger backing bands. With no disrespect to the musicians on the album, the music is not the main event here. Damian Jurado, who produced the album, lets the lyrics take center stage. Instead, Fisher focuses on the 60-odd year history of a country that asserts its legitimacy on the basis of ancient history. Fisher is no stranger to the region, having lived there as a journalist, seeking to tell the stories of Israelis and Palestinians alike. Does the Land Remember Me? is an extension of that work.

Fisher's telling of Israel's story is wide-ranging: he describes the initial distribution of land among Jewish settlers in Tel Aviv in 1906; the viewpoints of both Jewish and Palestinian children; the confusion of a bomber in the Israeli Defense Force; the blithe optimism of a Jewish settler crossing into what's now the Gaza Strip.

That's a song that's worthy of some attention, especially on this site. "Yallah to Abdullah" opens with some gentle slide guitar and a verse about a train. Textbook country music. By using country tropes in the song, Fisher also calls attention to a particularly American trope: the Wild West. Without saying as much, Fisher draws parallels between the colonizing mission of the United States and its systematic attempts to exterminate indigenous peoples (in other words, manifest destiny) and that of Israel's possession of the Gaza Strip. The character in the song dismisses any objections to the nation-building project:

 Maybe one of you is a Jeremiah
You can weep as you walk further East...
So Yallah to Abdullah
And he'll welcome you with open arms..
We're trying to build a nation
And we don't have time for bleeding hearts

This is about as direct as Fisher gets as to where he stands. He wants us to see the nuance in one of the most complex diplomatic entanglements of the postwar era. On "Why We Build The Wall," Fisher lists the justifications for Israel's blockade of the Gaza Strip. To me, this doesn't sound like satire, but it's clearly not Fisher's own stance: Fisher doesn't want to blame or satirize or point fingers. Instead, he wants to make these viewpoints understandable.

Jewish people mine and Fisher's age -- millenials, essentially -- are among the first generation of Jewish people in thousands of years for whom Israel is not an abstract concept. By the time I came of age, Israel was a thriving nation, not the struggling quixotic project as my parents and grandparents knew it. And it has a powerful military -- thanks in part to the American taxpayer.

Whatever occurred in the past, I grew up with an Israel that prevented food and medical supplies from entering Gaza -- and all but prohibited people from leaving. I saw an Israel that fired rockets into civilians and chalked the casualties up to the fog of war. I saw an Israel that had created a literal apartheid state, forcing Palestinians to carry special identification just to enter Israel. Just this summer, Israeli soldiers systematically fired upon -- and killed -- unarmed protestors. Last week, the Prime Minister of Israel, known for his hawkish policies, issued this truly terrifying Tweet, suggestive of a certain round of ethnic cleansing that lead to Israel's creation in the first place.





Most importantly, though, I came of age in the aftermath of September 11th. The first Bar Mitzvah I attended for a classmate was in December 2001; it was initially scheduled for October. Imagine Bat and Bar Mitzvah season in New York City in the 2001 - 2002 school year. My entire social calendar in seventh and eighth grade was taken up with Hebrew school and other people's celebrations. Rabbis knew this was the most that young people would likely go to schul and were excited to try to bring in new congregants. For almost two years straight, I listened to rabbis attempt to link the September 11th attacks to Israel's need to defend itself with disproportionate force. Their passion burned as brightly as their arguments were faulty. If being a good Jew meant pledging allegiance to Israel, as the rabbis claimed, I was out. I'm far from the only one who feels that way.

Thanks to people like Fisher, who are challenging American Jews' relationship with Israel, I'm trying to figure out how to get back in.

Does the Land Remember Me? deftly grapples with this contradiction. Fisher distills grand geopolitical decisions into individual narratives. In a climate where asking that a religious congregation recognize a people's fundamental human rights is controversial, this is a first step towards opening real dialogue.

Ultimately, Fisher answers his question with another one: does it even matter? The human desires we project onto the land and the transgressions we commit surely are not a part of God's plan. In the album's title track, Fisher illustrates that the land itself is not the point:
It's not a right
It's that I will return
If not my body
Then my memory will burn
Friday night candles
In all of their homes

Instead, it's tradition and family that are at the core of Judaism. It's what's bound us together for centuries -- no matter where our feet touch the Earth. Does the Land Remember Me? seeks to heal some of the wounds of our pasts so we can begin to look towards the future.

Today is an important release day for an album like this: it's the Sabbath before Rosh Hoshanah, the beginning of the Jewish new year. As our year 5778 rolls into 5779, it's a time to imagine the radical possibilities of the new year: of a world more just and more in line with God's vision, a world where the nation state of Israel lives up to the utopian Israel of the Jewish imagination.

Ben Fisher -- Official, Facebook, Bandcamp

A condensed version of this review appears on Wide Open Country

Friday, September 7, 2018

Adobe & Teardrops: Episode 29

Bassists are people too, you know. And women aren’t tomatoes. Here’s some more of the best punk, Americana, and punkicana from your pals Von and Rachel.

  1. Jon Freeman, “Hansel + Gretel” (The Big, Bad Wolf)
  2. The Pollies - “Hold On My Heart” (Transmissions) 
  3. John R Miller, “Holy Dirt” (The Trouble You Follow)
  4. Carousel - “Don’t Let It Die” (Singles)
  5. Ashley McBryde “Radioland” (Girl Going Nowhere)
  6. The Hungry Mothers - “Easy” (Single)
  7. Lavender Country, “Waltzing Will Trilogy” (Lavender Country) 
  8. The Record Company - “Life To Fix” (All Of This Life)
  9. Katy Hurt - “See Ya Later” (Single) 
  10. Tar & Flowers - “Ten Ton Heart” (Indian Summer)

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Friday, August 31, 2018

Adobe & Teardrops: Episode 28

It’s take two of this episode for us, but a fresh one for you! If you weren’t on the livestream, you missed some pretty deep convos -- so make sure you’re on top of our Patreon so you can enjoy it next month! But to recap: street harassment (again), Japanese reality TV, women’s baseball and, as always, music. Also, Rachel interviewed Kate Vargas, a blues singer who’ll make you -- and the little hairs on your arms -- sit up straight.

  1. Shark Dad, “Nameless #2” (Pink Motel)
  2. Reverend Peyton’s Big Damn Band - “Poor Until Payday” (Poor Until Payday)
  3. Katie Pruitt, “Loving Her” (Our Vinyl Live EP)
  4. Madisen Ward And The Mama Bear - “Childhood Goodbye” (The Radio Winners)
  5. Amy Rigby, “From Philip Roth to R Zimmerman” (The Old Guys)
  6. Adam’s House Cat - “Runaway Train” (Torn Burned Down)
  7. Adam Faucett, “Pearl” (It Took the Shape of a Bird)
  8. Liz Cooper & The Stampede - “Dalai Lama” (Window Flowers)
  9. Princess Nokia, “Your Eyes Are Bleeding” (A Girl Cried Red)
  10. The Native Howl - “Mercy” (Out Of The Garden And Into The Darkness)
  11. Kate Vargas interview
  • “Mountain Song”
  • “This Affliction”
  • “The Truth About the Heart”

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Saturday, August 18, 2018

Hello, Flamecon!

Hi, all!

If you're visiting from FlameCon, welcome! You can find out more about my comic, Artema, here. You can also follow me on Instagram at @artemathecomic!

Feel free to poke around and listen to my alt-country podcast or read my music reviews!

Thanks for visiting!

Friday, August 17, 2018

Adobe & Teardrops: Episode 27

IT’S A GUNDAM!!!!!!!1!!1!!!?! And other giant robots of our youth. Also, St. Vincent’s performance art. Most importantly, we hear from the legend himself: Austin Lucas. Austin and Von discuss Austin’s punk roots, how Austin’s transformed his life in the last couple of years, record label skullduggery, and of course working with the legendary Steve Albini who has produced albums by basically everyone you’ve ever heard of (including Nirvana and the Pixies and that’s just off the top of Rachel’s head.)

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  1. Lyman Ellerman, “The Addict” (I Wish I Was a Train) 8/10
  2. Brave Little Howl - Stories By The Campfire” (Our Lives Aren’t Movies)
  3. Nate Daviau, “Miss Him Too” (Single)
  4. J.R. Harbidge - “Turn The Screw” (First Ray Of Light)
  5. Jake Winstrom, “Breaking Up the Band” (Scared Away the Song)
  6. Scenic Route To Alaska - “Ghost Of Love” (Tough Luck)
  7. Tenille Townes, “Somebody’s Daughter” (Single)
  8. Teghan Devon - “I Learned” (Fingers Crossed)
  9. Jesse Daniel, “SR-22 Blues” (Jesse Daniel)
  10. RJ Comer - “Bad Day Paradise” (One Last Kiss)
  11. Austin Lucas Interview
    • “Goat And Goose” 
    • “Immortal Americans”
    • “Killing Time”


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Monday, August 13, 2018

Jesse Daniel -- Jesse Daniel

On a later episode of his podcast Cocaine and Rhinestones, Tyler Mahan Coe discusses the question of authenticity in country music. (btdubs, you should absolutely listen to the first season if and when you've caught up with our podcast.) Mahan Coe observes that being from a place doesn't give you authenticity in country music. In fact, it's sincerity that counts far more. You don't need to have had a hard life to sing -- or relate to -- country music. You just need to care about what you're singing. I agree.



When people ask me the kind of music I write about, I describe it as country music written by people who were punk in their 20s and then mellowed out.

Jesse Daniel, then, is an ideal candidate for this blog. Daniel found refuge in music during a tumultuous youth. Daniel's early experiences playing drums in punk bands in California soon introduced him to heroin. In his years of struggling with habit, country music was one of the few beacons leading Daniel to a healthier life.


Daniel's debut album is a raucous celebration of the high and low points of life. Daniel is submitting himself as a nominee for the "Honky Tonk Male" category for next year's Ameripolitan Awards, so that's the descriptor I'll go with. This self-titled album is as sly as it is agile. You could have yourself an amazing time going out and dancing your ass off at one of Daniel's sure-to-be fantastic shows, but the true reward is listening to the lyrics. Daniel looks back on the hard times but is not a member of the sad bastard song club (yet.) He acknowledges the less savory parts of his past without apology or regret. Instead, Daniel strikes me as a person who savors all of the pleasures in life -- alongside of anything else that's happening. The final song on the album, "Looks Like Rain," demonstrates Daniel's propensity for introspection -- perhaps a hint at a more contemplative sequel. But above all is, in spite of everything that's happened in the past, it looks like there's a bright and smooth road ahead for Daniel.

Jesse Daniel -- Official, Facebook, Purchase from Jesse Daniel, Amazon