OK, so for the folks at home, could you tell us about your teaching experience? How do you feel it influenced your music pre-How to Dream Again?
After I graduated from college in 2009, I moved out
to the Bay Area to teach middle school English. I had joined Teach For
America, which is a two year commitment, but I ended up staying on for a
total of four years. If you don't know what Teach For America is, it
places teachers in low-income schools across the country to try to
improve educational opportunities for kids in those communities. I
ultimately felt that their model was flawed, but the social justice
aspect of the organization appealed to me.
I
ended up having a really good - if also often stressful and frustrating -
experience at the school where I taught. I was drawn to teaching
because I liked the idea of helping kids think about their lives and
their futures - I wanted to be the "cool English teacher", I guess. It
was really rewarding, but it ultimately wasn't the right fit for me. I
think I'm too much of an introvert to teach for 6 hours a day, and I just had other ambitions.
I had wanted to be a musician since I was five years old, but I was at a point in my life where I had kind of given up on that dream. Teaching was kind of a Plan B that ended up becoming my Plan A for four years. By early 2013, I was about to finish my first record Judah's Gone, and I just knew that I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I didn't commit to music more fully.
I wrote most of 27 shortly
after I left the classroom. I think I still had this sense of needing
to make up for lost time, and I was scared that I had missed out on
something by only committing to my musical ambitions half-heartedly up
until that point. I think that's most present on "Restless" and
"Mountains". So before How To Dream Again, I think my teaching
experience only influenced my songwriting in that teaching had been this
"Plan B" that I felt a need to break away from.
That all makes sense. In "Sad/Satisfied," though, you make fun of yourself a bit for only writing love songs. Were your pre-teaching politics enough to push you to write more political songs or did teaching help you put a fire in your belly?
I feel like my experiences as a teacher were one component of a much larger political awakening and education that I underwent during my 20s. I became a teacher in order to play some small role in helping make the world a better place, but I left feeling like there were much larger systemic forces that created the cycle of poverty that my students were in. So I went off and learned more about those economic, racial and historical factors on my own time.
In hindsight, I
don't think I really wanted to be a teacher at all - I wanted to be part
of a movement. Teaching is a very detail-oriented job, but I was all
about the big picture. When I realized that a teaching career wasn't a
very efficient avenue for the kind of social change I wanted to be a
part of, I lost interest. I admit that's a little childish, but I think I
made the right call. Kids need teachers that are committed to the
profession, and that just wasn't me.
I left
teaching in the summer of 2013, and the following year and a half was a
pretty self-centered time for me. I spent a lot of time just trying to
figure out how to throw myself into music and still pay the rent. I went
from having this very broad focus on my place in society, to having
this very narrow focus on "succeeding" as a musician. For maybe the
first time in my life, I had really bought into a "rat race" mentality,
although it took me a while to realize it because the music industry
seems on the surface like such a non-mainstream path. I had convinced
myself that I was living by my values because I was "following my
dream".
"Sad/Satisfied" is specifically about
trying to snap out of that "rat race" mentality, and striving to make
art that reflects my values, rather than what comes easily or what
people might want to hear. One part of that was engaging with the side
of myself that I'd neglected when I quit teaching - the side that's
interested in being part of a larger movement for social change. In
2013, I had decided that teaching was not the best way for me to be
involved in social change, but I hadn't found a new outlet for that
energy and I could feel it welling up. I thought I'd try writing about
it.
Something I found particularly striking about the album is that you're very intentional about positioning yourself as a straight white man. (Or at least, your recorded love songs seem to be directed at women. Not asking you to self-identify here.) A lot of folk music tends to position the singer at the center of the movement, but you haven't done that. I dabble in songwriting myself but I haven't figured out how to comment on police brutality and the Black Lives Matter movement without sounding like an ass, but you pulled it off beautifully. How did you balance your desire to be a part of social change without making yourself or your white outrage the focus of your songs?
Well, I just am a straight white man. I'm not going to try to pose as something I'm not. But I'm also aware of my privilege. I think a lot of the songs are about me exploring my privilege and asking myself what role I can or should play as an agent of social change. I was just trying to have an honest conversation with myself about that, and the songs came out the way they did. In a lot of political songs, the narrator (whether it's the songwriter or another character) is often on the receiving end of some sort of oppression or injustice. If you're a person with a lot of privilege, it's harder to write from that angle. You have to be more of an observer, reporting on what's going on. That's what I ended up doing on a lot of these songs.
Where do you see yourself as a songwriter fitting in to the movement for change? Are there other ways you contribute as well?
I don't have some grand scheme about how these songs fit into any
sort of movement. I wanted to write songs that engaged in broader
political and moral conversations that I noticed were going on. I feel
like we're living through a time of great transition - I don't think
anyone has a clue what our country will look like in 2 years,
let alone 10 - and I didn't want to feel like I was sitting on the
sidelines. As an artist, it just intuitively felt like the right move
for me.
I feel like this album is the
beginning of a larger personal change for me. A lot of the songs are
about figuring out how to engage with the world as a community member,
rather than as this isolated individual. I'm still learning how to do that.
This album is one of the best all year. And you can hear Porter sing it live with A&T alumnae John Calvin Abney, Joey Kneiser, Kent Goolsby, and Anna Tivel. The dates are below:
Sat, 10/29 - Oklahoma City, OK @ The Blue Door*
Mon, 10/31 - Oxford, MS @ The Shelter*
Tues, 11/1 - Nashville, TN @ The 5 Spot ($2 Tuesday)*
Wed, 11/2 - Gatlinburg, TN @ Sugarlands Distilling*
Thurs, 11/3 - Nashville, TN @ The Basement w/ Joey Kneiser, Kent Eugene Goolsby*
Fri, 11/4 - Edwardsville, IL @ Stagger Inn w/ Beth Bombara*
Sat, 11/5 - St. Louis, MO @ Dead Wax Records w/ Beth Bombara*
Sun, 11/6 - Chicago, IL @ Uncommon Ground*
Mon, 11/7 - Davenport, IA @ Moeller Nights*
Sun, 11/13 - San Francisco, CA @ Neck Of The Woods w/ Anna Tivel
Fri, 11/18 - Oakland, CA @ Octopus Literary Salon*
Sat, 11/19 - Santa Margarita, CA @ Dunbar Brewing*
Sun, 11/20 - San Luis Obispo, CA @ Frog & Peach Pub*
*with John Calvin Abney
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